update!

update of my pathetic life. nothing much to say. just wanna say out loud awpeikzhi is really stupid enough.you keep on saying things are fine now, but i know it's not. you might taking me as companion now i know. i saw and feel everything. i am tired enough seriously, relationship and friends. both i cant handle well. i cant afford to lose any more weights man.felt so stupid cause i am sad all alone. after today swear to myself that will live happier, pointless being so care about something while no one will appreciate. what is love? no idea. doesnt wanna involve so much already. enough of it now.

Do you understand me? i felt tired tolerating every each and single thing, even to people.

It has been ages since my last update. life nowadays are full of up and downs. to deal with people, family, relationship, friendship is not that easy as i thought. sometimes i just wish to go somewhere far far away, i mean really far away from this place to a place that no one knows me. i wish i could start over my life but sadly what is past is past. i know i have to deal with the life now, the sucks life. that is so so much things in my heart that i couldnt express out.whenever i thought of it, just like knife stabbed in my heart. i wishh to tell out, but sadly cant. getting bad in expressing feeling already mayb slowly i will fully revolve into a total quiet girl haha.
goood nights!

no longer TEENAGER

YEAH how sad was it, im no longer teenager. i still not use to say im 20 years old when ppl ask. how i wish that can stay in 19. apart from that i got a happy 20th birthday celebration this year with all the lovesss one :))))))) infinity thank you to them! went jogoya to celebrate with bestiesss, its all my bestiess =) how glad that they could make it on that day. really apprreaciate it. some of them make themself appear although they having class on the next day, siewhui i know you are not feeling so well:) but really thanks for coming. amelia thousands hugs to you :DD thanks for coming since you having test on friday:) and yeah for hst, i know you dont like jogoya, haha. but thank you. and to all my friend's bf thank you for coming, esp the one come from kampar. to wen xian and cheen yong i know jogoya food disappoint you. haha. but i sure you both enjoy the one night trip:) thanks all my buddies for the meaningful pressie especially the perfume <3. this is the part with family.
this part is specially for you my dear :D thank you for coming and giving the surprise cake for me dear, love die you already:) thanks for the harddisk, the star star and the 4 days time with me:P i know you doing this to replace your mistake during my birthday last year. ngek ngek ngek.
saturday went dinner with family:) superb nice dinner, but too bad, someone this dont eat, that dont eat, you know who you are right. ahaha:)

overall, I AM VERY HAPPY FOR THIS YEAR BIRTHDAY! THANKS EVERYONE!!!! :D

=.=

no matter how hard i try. i still fail to show how much i care about it.
trying my best to stand whatever happen now, but it seems hard.fml. who can i turn to when the one who i turn to everytime i crying but now is making me heartbreaking. sigh

horoscope changes?LOL

suddenly i saw in facebook that people saying horoscope changes and there will be some new horoscope. i dunno whether is it true, as long as i'm still pisces XD too in love with my horoscope d. but i saw my bf's horoscope changed=.= no wonder his personality changing nowadays.lol crap it might have nothing to do with changes of horoscope.. but whatever.haha here is the link why horoscope changed.its sound so true yet so fake. http://www.nowpublic.com/world/why-did-zodiac-signs-change-2011-horoscope-changes-explained-2747596.html

Capricorn: Jan. 20-Feb. 16

Aquarius: Feb. 16-March 11

Pisces: March 11-April 18

Aries: April 18-May 13

Taurus: May 13-June 21

Gemini: June 21-July 20

Cancer: July 20-Aug. 10

Leo: Aug. 10-Sept. 16

Virgo: Sept. 16-Oct. 30

Libra: Oct. 30-Nov. 23

Scorpio: Nov. 23-29

Ophiuchus: Nov. 29-Dec. 17

Sagittarius: Dec. 17-Jan. 20

anyway it has been a long time i haven update my blog. why?i got no mood.IM TOTALLY OUT OF MOOD THIS 2 WEEKS.pms perhaps. but life here isnt great, luckily i got lmy if not i will even feel more lonely>.<>AND a huge hugsss and thanks to bf=) thank you for the supporting. you meant alot to me, sometimes i might not use to the way you treat me, but i will still tolerate with you no matter what <3 i know i can survive thru this 4years.

happy new year

its 1111! happy new year everyone!!!
i knew i might be making people angry for the past 2010.
my temper isnt good for the past one year too.
so sorry everyone who i have offended=)
this is gonna be a better year, better person.

have an awesome party in cameron with all my loves one <3
it was such a long time that we go trip together. really appreciate and happy that
everyone can make it=) friends forever hst,lmy,tky,lsh <3